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June- Dec 2012 at a Glance…

So a lot happened this year – 2012

I did get married but shortly after that (less then a month) I made Walter leave. I thought that I had to settle for him mainly because of his 3 girls, but i realized that that is not the reason to marry or settle. Also he will never change – No makeup, cant leave the house, he wont get a job and is still fucking with his ex’s!

I met Dawn a month or so before I was married and after I broke it off with Walter we got close – I never cheated on Walter with her nor did I think that I would end up dating her but things happened and we had a connection. We “un-officially” started dating  because of our jobs and her living situations which meant many VERY LONG nights on skype and on the computer.

Eventually she was kicked out of Anna’s (my friends where she was living) and moved in here. She helped me thru a lot  including dealing with Anna’s Medical problems, as at the time Anna was my only friend.

We secretly dated the rest of the year & only My kids and very close co-workers knew we were dating. …

Here are some 2012 Pictures and I will get on to 2013 :)

 

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Slower Month for loss!

October hasent been very nice to me, I am tipping the scale today at 362.5  …wich is about 65lb lost…I guess I should be happy I am still loosing!

My Goal for the future is to walk more, I did by a pedometer and said I was gonna start but my brother came home and its been a busy month! I think I am looking good in the pics!

He Finally admitted to seeing a weight loss, he is such a tough ass! and I can totally see it in this picture! We drove to SC to drop him off on the 14th and on my way home I went to the aquarium and to a Seafood Festival in Richmond Hill GA…where I had the most delicious White Fish-ka-bob ever! To bad I could only eat a few bites! So my Goal by Nove 30th is another 30lbs! That means I have about 40 days!

I can do it…Yes I can!

 

My Favorite at the Aquarium – Mama & Baby Turtles Holding hands!

Me in the Kids Boathouse in the Aquarium! HAHA

My Step Father

I know I have not written in a while, but we have been going thru some personal family issues. My step father has Cancer and it is spreading very fast, Hospice says he now has about 3-4 months max. My Brother was able to get here on Leave, he is staying here & I really missed the dork!

Mom is having a hard time and she is the person on earth that deserves this right now…or ever for that manner! I love Gary as if he was my Real Father and nothing will change that. He has been the best friend/love/husband my mom could want and she deserves it. God id so cruel sometimes and I often wander why things like this happen to good people. Gary wouldent hurt a fly and would give his shirt off his back to help ANYone. He is constantly in pain and its so sad for me to see, the cancer is eating him up fast!

This really makes me angry and pissed off…. If i could ask god one question. it would be

 “WHY?”

:(

Father

My heart is reaching out to you,
For what you’re going through;
I’m thinking of you frequently
And praying for you, too.

 If there’s something I can do,
Anything at all,
Think of me thinking of you,
And don’t hesitate to call.