Archive for September, 2010

My Step Father

I know I have not written in a while, but we have been going thru some personal family issues. My step father has Cancer and it is spreading very fast, Hospice says he now has about 3-4 months max. My Brother was able to get here on Leave, he is staying here & I really missed the dork!

Mom is having a hard time and she is the person on earth that deserves this right now…or ever for that manner! I love Gary as if he was my Real Father and nothing will change that. He has been the best friend/love/husband my mom could want and she deserves it. God id so cruel sometimes and I often wander why things like this happen to good people. Gary wouldent hurt a fly and would give his shirt off his back to help ANYone. He is constantly in pain and its so sad for me to see, the cancer is eating him up fast!

This really makes me angry and pissed off…. If i could ask god one question. it would be




My heart is reaching out to you,
For what you’re going through;
I’m thinking of you frequently
And praying for you, too.

 If there’s something I can do,
Anything at all,
Think of me thinking of you,
And don’t hesitate to call.

Total of 24 inches lost! Over 60 lbs lost!

Waist Size in
62  down to  59 1/2  =  2   1/2 in loss

Neck Size
18   down to  16 1/2 = 1   1/2 in loss
Bicep Size
22.5  down to  19 = 3  1/2 in loss
Forearm Size
14  down to  12 = 2 in loss
Chest Size
64  down to  60 1/2 = 3   1/2 in loss
Hip Size (this is where most of tummy is)
70  down to   66 = 4 in loss

Thigh Size
36  down to   31.5 =  4 1/2 in loss
Calf Size
21  down to  18 1/2 = 2  1/2 in
Lost total of 24 inches

50-ish lbs Lost!

the face shots were the closest in position i could get!

I just got a partial Bill for Surgery…WOW!

I just got a partial Bill for Surgery:

  • Pathology –      $26.00
  • Radiology –    $202.00
  • Surgery – $10,667.00